I had 2 interviews today but whatever…
Work is the absolute shittiest it has ever been (not getting better, only worse and I can’t. Breathe. These people are ASSHOLES and a part of me dies every minute I’m there.)
There was lots of emotional eating today and I didn’t go to the gym.
I feel like I should cry but I’m too tired and frustrated if that makes sense.
The heartache over him / absence of whatever is making my heart hurt again.
Nothing is ok.
I’ve been in bed since 5:30 and have to go into work early.
Don’t want to complain but whatever…no room for optimism today. Going to sleep to shake some negativity. Tomorrow’s another day. Jdiskdjcidnchfq